A separation is misery filled with regrets, what ifs, and shoulda's.

It is true that there is much unresolved in my heart and up until now I haven't been very patient. It is true that I have been searching for the answers and not living the questions. I also hope that one day in the future I will live the answers. I do know that resolution is out there but for now the emotion of the pursuit of happiness seems unending and unreachable. But I do know that through patience I will be able to unlock the misery and translate the pain into happiness.

I know that sometimes it seems that words are cheap and actions meaningless but my heart is in it.

Upon this day I decree I am the master of my destiny. No more loathing against the light, no more embracing of the night. From this day you will see a man freed from misery.

It is too easy to make commentary on my life from your luxury box.

The pain of the emptiness is unrelenting and it echos through the chambers of my heart.