And for a moment―for a split second―everything else falls away, the whole pattern and order of my life, and a huge joy crests in my chest. I am no one, and I owe nothing to anybody, and my life is my own.
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DARYNDA JONES I have a horror of rest; possessions encourage one to indulge in it, and there's nothing like securi... ANDRé GIDE For my whole career, I've been a singer-slash-songwriter, even though I'm very thankfully kn... JENNIFER NETTLES In my own life I know that my state of cheerfulness is a reliable gauge of my level of spiritual enl... WAYNE DYER I am joyfully responsible for myself, my own happiness, and creating a joyful life. AMY LEIGH MERCREE Something clenched in my chest, and for a moment, the whole world narrowed down to the green of his ... RICHELLE MEAD I helped deliver the baby and everything. That was probably the most exciting moment of my life, ...... BRYAN CLAY I helped deliver the baby and everything. That was probably the most exciting moment of my life, ...... BRYAN CLAY I am losing precious days. I am degenerating into a machine for making money. I am learning nothing ... JOHN MUIR Life is not a game. Still, in this life, we choose the games we live to play. J.R. RIM She made a fence of phrases, which seemed a treachery to herself. ELIZABETH TAYLOR You are the blood of the dragon. You can make a hat. GEORGE R.R. MARTIN My life is a lovely story, happy and full of incident. HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSEN Deepest place in my mind is my thinking and thoughts....Do not try to understand me... Otherwis... MARYUM AHSAM I was just a big fan of tattoos always growing up, and I wanted something cool that symbolizes what ... KEVIN DURANT The Only Way Out Is To DIE!!!! BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE God’s purpose for my life was that I have a passion for God’s glory and that I have a passion fo... JONATHAN EDWARDS Everything else just kept picking and picking, hacking away. And nothing was interesting, nothing. T... CHARLES BUKOWSKI I live my life one weekend at time, for those two days nothing else matters, I am FREE. ANONYMOUS Because death is the only thing that could have ever kept him from you. ALLY CARTER He wanted to argue like this forever. This was better than nothing. There was no exhausting his ange... DAVID DUCHOVNY My passions, when roused, are intense, and, so long as I am activated by them, nothing equals my imp... JEAN-JACQUES ROUSSEAU I want to share this bed with you, though," I breathed. "I want you to hold me." Stars flicker... SARAH J. MAAS I like having peace and quiet in my life, and I am perfectly happy in my relationships. LONI LOVE My success set me up for life, and it meant that I could retire from the music industry at 27 to spe... RICK ASTLEY You know something is wrong when you are known for what you are against, instead of what you are for... JADE HAJJ Life is always uncertain. No one knows what's in there. But now my life is everywhere, I would just ... HAPPY POSITIVITY BLANKLY AHEAD I was hoping for new female vocalist and that's all I was really hanging my hopes on. This is a monu... CARRIE UNDERWOOD This is the true joy in life, being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one. Being... GEORGE BERNARD SHAW I owe 90 per cent of my life to people because I am a public figure, but 10 per cent is private to m... PRIYANKA CHOPRA Peace does not walk up to our doorsteps and press the calling bell! We have to go out there and sear... AVIJEET DAS Each man lives in his own universe and when he dies the world is over BANGAMBIKI HABYARIMANA I am a musician. My passion for music has obliterated everything in its path for my entire life. BARRY MANILOW I loved being a soprano. It was one of my very favorite things in life, and thus far, and losing tha... ALEXANDER CHEE I am a hypocrite when it comes to being a conformist. My values and beliefs are part of my foundatio... BONNIE ZACKSON KOURY Time is life. Time for birth, time for death. LAILAH GIFTY AKITA Never judge a person how he died, but how he lived. RUDOLF JEROME RAGAY I am a better mother for having something in my life and not just my children. 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BJORK Wisdom is knowing I am nothing, Love is knowing I am everything, and between the two my li... NISARGADATTA MAHARAJ That's the great thing about being in the third grade. If you've got one polysyllabic adjective, eve... , VLOGBROTHERS, MY NAME IS JOHN GREEN. AND I AM A NERD., 10-30-07 I am. I can. I will. The way my life is working I'm constantly liberating my own experience and free... THEE AMAZING GRACE There is no moment of my life when you are not a part of me; you hold my heart; you guard my soul; ... ROBERT SEXTON She was scarcely a year older than I was, dark-haired, slender, with a face that would break your he... GEORGE R.R. MARTIN So my life is a point-counterpoint, a kind of fugue, and a falling away–and everything winds up be... JORGE LUIS BORGES I can tell you this: Everything in my life that I am happy about it is the product of a huge mistake... JAMES ALTUCHER Everything around me is evaporating. My whole life, my memories, my imagination and its contents, my... FERNANDO PESSOA INEZ: Prove it. Prove it was no dream. It’s what one does, and nothing else, that shows the stuff ... JEAN-PAUL SARTRE My mission in life is to be kind, compassionate, caring, and loving in order to find and feel the de... DEBASISH MRIDHA Marriage is a definite no-no. I am totally married to my company. Emotionally, my mother fills up th... KARAN JOHAR I am a responsible parent and have always provided for my children. That fact cannot be disputed. I ... JAMAL LEWIS To Edward, I cannot be a traitor, for I owe him no allegiance; he is not my sovereign; he never rece... WILLIAM WALLACE All I do is keep on running in my own cozy, homemade void, my own nostalgic silence. And this is a p... HARUKI MURAKAMI I have the greatest respect for Aborigine people, to whom I owe everything. The time I spent with me... MARINA ABROMOVIC I am my own sanctuary and I can be reborn as many times as I choose throughout my life. LADY GAGA Empathy is the new measurement of everything. It doesn't matter what religion you have, what God you... C. JOYBELL C. For my own part, without breach of truth or modesty, I may affirm that my life has been, on the whol... THOMAS DE QUINCEY My songs form a kind of biography or diary of my life as they are about people I have loved and peop... JUSTIN HAYWARD I'm getting to a point where everything is becoming streamlined in my life. I'm learning how to stan... JOHN MAYER I am a magnet to my desires and I can attract anything I want into my life for I am good enough... PHILIP T. M. My heart pounds against my chest. Not because I'm nervous. Not even because I want her worse that I'... COLLEEN HOOVER For me, it's about camaraderie. My whole life is like, if something's going on, nothing ever... RIC FLAIR Was it always to be like this? she wondered. A moment of joy followed by a new sorrow? SOHEIR KHASHOGGI teacher:"I'm teacher, not because i want to teach children something. I am teacher just because I li... MY TEACHER
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LAUREN OLIVER They haven't killed us yet," I say, and I imagine that one day I will fly a plane over Portland, ove... LAUREN OLIVER ....love and desire enjoy a symbiotic relationship, meaning that one cannot exist without the other.... LAUREN OLIVER This is what I want. This is the only thing I've ever wanted. Everything else—every single second ... LAUREN OLIVER I wish I could close my eyes and be blown into dust and nothingness, feel all my thoughts disperse l... LAUREN OLIVER Alex loved books. He was the one who first introduced me to poetry. That's another reason I can't re... LAUREN OLIVER I told you," he whispers back. I can feel his breath just tickling the space behind my ear, making m... LAUREN OLIVER This is the strange way of the world, that people who simply want to love are instead forced to beco... LAUREN OLIVER Who knows? Maybe they’re right. Maybe we are driven crazy by our feelings. Maybe love is a disease... LAUREN OLIVER How can someone have the power to shatter you to dust--and also to make you feel so whole? LAUREN OLIVER My heart shoots into my throat every time I think I see his loping walk, or catch sight of some flop... LAUREN OLIVER i feel like a curtain has dropped away and i'm seeing people for who they really are, different, and... LAUREN OLIVER I want to help you,' I say to Juliet, though I know that I can't make her understand, not like this.... LAUREN OLIVER And a face above mine, white and beautiful, eyes as large as the moon. You saved me. A hand o... LAUREN OLIVER Be honest: Are you surprised that I didn't realize sooner? Are you surprised that it took me so long... LAUREN OLIVER So are you going to be my knight in shining armor or what?' Kent does a little bow. 'You ... LAUREN OLIVER I'm not with Rob," I say quickly. "Not anymore." "You're not?" He's staring at me so intensely... LAUREN OLIVER That's the thing about best friends. That's what they do. They keep you from spinning off the edge. LAUREN OLIVER That's the way I feel, at least: like there's a real me and a reflection of me, and I have no way of... LAUREN OLIVER I've never really thought about it before, but it's a miracle how many kinds of light there are in t... LAUREN OLIVER And I guess that's when it starts to hit me: the whole point is, you do what you can. LAUREN OLIVER The last laugh, the last cup of coffee, the last sunset, the last time you jump through a sprinkler,... LAUREN OLIVER The butterflies are working their way up from my stomach into my head, making me feel dizzy, and I t... LAUREN OLIVER No one can tell us no. No one can make us stop. We have picked each other, and the rest of the world... LAUREN OLIVER For a second we just stand there in silence. Then, suddenly, Alex is back, easy and smiling aga... LAUREN OLIVER The idea—the fact of it, the fact that he even noticed and thought about me for more than one seco... LAUREN OLIVER What does it feel like to be infected?" "I-- I can't describe it." I force the words out. Can't... LAUREN OLIVER I’m used to a feeling of doubleness, of thinking one thing and having to do another, a constant tu... LAUREN OLIVER This is the past: It drifts, it gathers. If you are not careful, it will bury you. LAUREN OLIVER I wonder what Lena is doing now. I always wonder what Lena is doing. Rachel, too: both my girls, my ... LAUREN OLIVER The dagger pin is all I have left. It is comfort and pain, both, because it reminds me of all I’ve... LAUREN OLIVER This is how Tack and Raven work: It’s their private language of push and return, argument and conc... LAUREN OLIVER Because I think you're right. You can make a difference." He told me experiences were kind of like f... LAUREN OLIVER