And really, it's my home life that my own personal foundation is based on and not necessarily the life within the band.

Chasing the sensation. Whether it was drugs or sex or whatever. Those things had become my main focus in life.

With some of my previous relationships, they never really felt right even from the beginning but I persevered with them.

Some people say that practice makes perfect but I just feel that the repetition works against me and I start thinking too far ahead during a show.

You know, even though you have a limb severed, the signals keep running down the nerves so I still get an itch on my elbow or whatever.

Just the same way I'd say a prayer before going onstage, taking that even further and using the drum to inspire people. And using that as a vehicle for the intention.