As a married couple you kinda take for granted the little moments. Just being able to come home and see his face or give him a hug or call him in the middle of the day. Those kinda things I miss a lot. Because we did, we called each other all the time and said I love you and that is something I miss saying everyday to him.

Just knowing he will not be here Christmas morning when they unwrap the gifts and that type of thing and just Kristin's first Christmas that he will miss out on you know it is real sad. We talk a lot about our reunion and what that will look like and the kids talk about going to the airport and getting daddy. He misses his family. He wants to be here too, but he realizes what he is doing is important, so I just, I am very proud of him and love what he is doing.

Just the bond that he had with the kids, I did not realize how strong that was and how much he did with them.

There are moments to indulge and enjoy, but I always know when it's time to go home and wash my knickers.

We were thrilled to bring home a trophy. But of course, with any competition, you had moments where you felt you could have done better.

The happiest moments of my life have been the few which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family