As my life changes, it gives me new things to write about.

Your life changes. Everything has to be done perfectly, and I didn't follow that. I lived my life as if I wasn't in the public eye. I thought, 'I'm young. I have the right to experience new things, and if I want to go to a bar and get drunk, that's my prerogative.'

When you move a border, suddenly life changes violently. I write about nationality.

So, I decided that whatever I was, wanted to do with my life, it would have to do, it would have to have something to do with the exploration and doing new things.

That's how things are these days: everything must move aside to make room for the new, all the time.

When you you see no positive change take care of a negative change.