At home, I drink a lot and I never did anything to be guilty.

I am really disappointed. I can't understand why I am not allowed to race on Sunday. I never did anything wrong.

I never did anything to be guilty. I am the last person to do something like this.

We will just have to see how I cope after everything that has happened. I have some fire in my belly and want to get it all out.

Now my Olympics can begin. I have this anger in me and I want to show them all.

I hope that now I have enough strength to come out and show them all. I think I do.