But you can't get away from yourself. You can't decide not to see yourself anymore. You can't decide to turn off the noise in your head.

Like driving along a bumpy road and losing control of the steering wheel, tossing you—just a tad—off the road. The wheels kick up some dirt, but you're able to pull it back. Yet no matter how hard you try to drive straight, something keeps jerking you to the side. You have so little control over anything anymore. And at some point, the struggle becomes too much—too tiring—and you consider letting go. Allowing tragedy... or whatever... to happen.

Or deep down, maybe there was more. Maybe I wanted someone to figure out who wrote the note and secretly come to my rescue.
Maybe. I don’t know. But I was careful never to give myself away.

Everything I am seems to be inside my awareness, rather than my awareness being inside of me.

You've always been what you are. That's not new. What you'll get used to is knowing it.

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