But you know, my mom having to go to the hospital seven times... like passed out because of pain... I wouldn't come home and sit with my family and be with my dad - I'd call someone up and... I'd go and get obliterated drunk and I'd go, like, on two-week benders.

I went to a friend's house and we just started using. I took myself out of the picture for a second, and I looked around at every single person in the room - at who they were, how old they were and what they had going on in their lives. A lot of them were near to 30, unemployed, living off their parents... they were heroin addicts. They were just guys on The World's Biggest Couch Tour.

The strange thing is, no matter what, when you become some kind of public figure, you have your go-to answers for all scenarios and instances.

I'm the kind of person that, if someone says, 'Oh yeah, you can't do that,' I want to then go do it.

It never crossed my mind that one day I'm gonna be big and famous and have my own TV show, you know?

When my mum first told me she got sick, I didn't cry. I probably cried over my mum's illness twice.