But you've got to confront the fact that maybe, when you consistently deny what you feel so others won't be uncomfortable, you aren't being nice to yourself.

I can't deny the fact that you like me! You like me!

The calf didn't respond to any manipulation of the foot ? no response from calf, consistently.

When you confront, you save yourself of disappointments.

When you confront, you live in clarity.

I do feel it's at the peak of something special. Maybe not the peak, but it's something special. When I was there, we split the national championship. Last year, they dominated and then this year, they are showing the perseverance of being a true champion.