Do you have any idea what it feels like to suddenly realize that the reason you’ve have been so lost your whole life is because a piece of you was missing and you never even knew it—only to find that missing piece and know that you can’t have it and so you will never, ever be whole?

Sometimes your very existence seems nothing, sometimes its your shadow I yearn for or a glimpse of it.

And now she was colder by the hour, more dead with every breath I took. I thought: That is the fear: I have lost something important, and I cannot find it, and I need it. It is fear like if someone lost his glasses and went to the glasses store and they told him the world run out of glasses and he would just have to do without.

I hate the way ill always love you

“When your muscles ache, it means they're expanding, they're getting stronger. The same way happens when your heart aches. Your world expands, you're getting stronger and your burden gets lighter...”

Years of love, followed by heartache.
Those are the years that define me.
Those are the years that know–
love’s eternity is you.