Do you think living in the street the year before contributed to your stress level?

I would not have done that,

He is not going anywhere. He will be before this court when he is supposed to be before this court.

He'll be back. Or the Commonwealth has no case.

When did you decide you didn't want any more publicity? I'm looking for a date.

The mind can go either direction under stress—toward positive or toward negative: on or off. Think of it as a spectrum whose extremes are unconsciousness at the negative end and hyperconsciousness at the positive end. The way the mind will lean under stress is strongly influenced by training.