Even I don’t know myself... In fact, I don’t know if I really have a self at all, as I’m constantly playing different roles and pretending – not so much on stage as in real life...

And I wasn’t playing a role – I was trying to be myself.
But the harder I was striving, the more I was realizing that I had probably lost that ‘myself’ somewhere between two perfectly performed roles...

I always am in a role, lovely – for you, for them – even for myself. Yeah... Even when I’m alone, I am still in a role – and I myself am the most exacting audience I have ever had.

I’d love to try to tame you... And I would simply adore it if you turn out untamable –

Have a look around, my pretty, we are surrounded by Death in all forms – just the two of us are still alive –

Desires are what can most easily ruin us, lovely.