Falling in love should be the easiest thing in the world, but it's not.

Aw, sad face. I came up with that totally off the cuff. No props for off the cuff?

This was insane!

Yes, he was hot, but so was Nick. Yes, he was nice, but so was Nick. Yes, he sent shivers of anticipation through me. But so did Nick. Okay, so they weren't this strong. But they were
there.

Parker terrified me. Nick didn't.

Nick was safe, like a carousel.
Parker was the tallest, fastest, scariest thrill ride imaginable.

you mourn, you hurt and you start to heal.

It was scary to think of happily ever after. It was scary to think about trusting someone enough to give him your heart now, hoping he wouldn't break it later.

Something about telling that story made my gut grow back together."
What?"
Oh, nothing. Just thinking out loud."
That's who you really like. The people you can think out loud in front of."
The people who've been in your secret hiding places."
The people you bite your thumb in front of."
Hi."
Hi."
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Wow. My first Lindsey."
My second Colin."
That was fun. Let's try it again."
Sold."
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