For me, Gothic is something from my youth, when I had a heavy metal phase.

I loathe and detest heavy metal.

The hairstyles of most Heavy Metal bands are pretty horrendous.

I associate heavy metal with fantasy because of the tremendous power that the music delivers.

I was looking for something a lot heavier, yet melodic at the same time. Something different from heavy metal, a different attitude.

That's what it is. That's what my morning was like: all these real physical heavy positive vibrations, the soul of this tape. The fuzzy groove. The meaning of it all, if it has one: All love, all the time. Peace and happiness in every day. Peace and happiness with cow blood dripping from your hands, bright blood staining your fingerprints because you didn't glove up since you don't normally do prep work. Peace and happiness when you're making a list of everything that's wrong with the world and squinting your eyes tight trying to imagine your way out of it. Peace, peace, peace, happiness, happiness, happiness.