Geidulys ir pasišlykštėjimas- dvi atsitiktinio sekso pusės.

Bijau būti nemylimas, nes pats vis dar tebesu įsimylėjęs.

Įsimylėjimas truko tik vienuolika savaičių. Gedėjimas tęsis aštuonerius metus.

Oh, I know that she's disgusted,
cause she's feeling so abused.
She gets tired of the lust,
but it's so hard to refuse.

I wasn't in love with her. And she didn't love me. For me the question of love was irrelevant. What I sought was the sense of being tossed about by some raging, savage force, in the midst of which lay something absolutely crucial. I had no idea what that was. But I wanted to thrust my hand right inside her body and touch it, whatever it was.

No, no, don't let my vulnerable heart share in this sacrifice to lust! Let him disgust me before pleasing me! Let him be what others have been, an instrument that I can break before becoming the echoes of its vibration.