Honesty.
Sobriety.
My virginity.

No way to regain
the first two, I almost
gave away the last.

Hurt. Enough to want to make someone else hurt too.

Innocence eroded into nightmare.
All because of very bad touch.
Love, corrupted.

Forgiveness isn’t my best thing.
Easier staying pissed. But I’m
tired of being pissed all the time.
Tired of feeling hurt by stuff that
can never be fixed because it is
an indelible part of the past.

Love is more than blind. It's brain-dead.

You are a gift to all who know you, whether or not they realize it. If they don't, they are blind. You have a special place in this world. All you have to do is find it. Do not give up on yourself, or the truths you have realized. Do not give in to those who could crush your dreams like nutshells. And never turn away from forever love.