How did I love her?
Let me count the ways.
The freckles on her nose like the shadow of a shadow; the way she chewed on her lower lip when she walked and how when she ran she looked like she was born going fast and how she fit perfectly against my chest; her smell and the touch of her lips and her skin, which was always warm, and how she smiled.
Like she had a secret.
How she always made up words during Scrabble. Hyddym (secret music). Grofp (cafeteria food). Quaw (the sound a baby duck makes). How she burped her way through the alphabet once, and I laughed so hard I spat out soda through my nose.
And how she looked at me like I could save her from everything bad in the world.
This was my secret: she was the one who saved me.


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'Requiem' has been controversial because people don't feel I gave it closure.
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Time becomes a stutter-the space between drumbeats, splintered into fragments, and also endlessly lo...
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I wonder idly how long i can go without sleep before I flip my shit and start running down the stree...
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But you can build a future out of anything. A scrap, a flicker. The desire to go forward, slowly, on...
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Most of the time-- 99 percent of the time-- you just don't know how and why the threads are looped t...
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You don't reach points in life at which everything is sorted out for us. I believe in endings th...
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I love to sleep. I'm an excellent, excellent sleeper.
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Someday all the wilds will be razed, and we will be left with a concrete landscape, a land of pretty...
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Do you want any breakfast, Sam?” my mom asks. I never eat breakfast at home, but my mom still asks...
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It amazes me how easy it is for things to change, how easy it is to start off down the same road you...
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Are you sure that being like everybody else will make you happy?"
"I don't know any other way."...
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I'd rather die on my own terms than live on theirs. I'd rather die loving Alex than live without him...
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i think of all the thousands of billions of steps and missteps and chances and coincidences that hav...
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And there it is: Even though we’re standing in the same patch of sun-drenched pavement, we might a...
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No one had ever told her this basic fact: not everyone got to be loved.
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And you can't love, not fully, unless you are loved in return.
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The flip side of freedom is this: When you're completely free, you're also completely on your own.
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It's funny, isn't it? When you are young you just want to be old, and then later you wish you could ...
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This is the past: It drifts, it gathers. If you are not careful, it will bury you. This is half the ...
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I don’t like that smell,” Julian says quietly. If he were less well trained, and less careful, h...
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This is the world we live in, a world of safety and happiness and order, a world without love.
...
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The devil stole into the Garden of Eden.

He carried with him the disease— amor deliria ...
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It’s hard not to be afraid while I’m still uncured, though so far the deliria hasn’t touched m...
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Things weren’t always as good as they are now. In school we learned that in the old days, the dark...
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For all the people who have infected me with amor deliria nervosa in the past
- you know who yo...
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That’s a funny thing: you think, when awful things happen, everything else just stops, like you wo...
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She knew that this day, this feeling, couldn't last forever. Everything passed; that was partly why ...
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I’ll tell you another secret, this one for your own good. You may think the past has something to ...
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Everything looks stark and vivid and frozen, as though drawn precisely and outlined in ink - parents...
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Everything has taken on a strange, distant quality - the sounds of running and shouting outside get ...
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His eyes are the color of honey. These are the eyes I remember from my dreams.
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We'll walk together holding hands, and kiss in broad daylight, and love each other as much as we wan...
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Nothing has ever been so painful or delicious as being so close to him and being unable to do anythi...
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His eyes are blazing with light, more light than all the lights in every city in the whole world, mo...
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I know the rules. I've been living here longer than you have."
He cracks a smile then. He nudge...
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They haven't killed us yet," I say, and I imagine that one day I will fly a plane over Portland, ove...
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....love and desire enjoy a symbiotic relationship, meaning that one cannot exist without the other....
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This is what I want. This is the only thing I've ever wanted. Everything else—every single second ...
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I wish I could close my eyes and be blown into dust and nothingness, feel all my thoughts disperse l...
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Alex loved books. He was the one who first introduced me to poetry. That's another reason I can't re...
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I told you," he whispers back. I can feel his breath just tickling the space behind my ear, making m...
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This is the strange way of the world, that people who simply want to love are instead forced to beco...
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Who knows? Maybe they’re right. Maybe we are driven crazy by our feelings. Maybe love is a disease...
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How can someone have the power to shatter you to dust--and also to make you feel so whole?
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My heart shoots into my throat every time I think I see his loping walk, or catch sight of some flop...
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i feel like a curtain has dropped away and i'm seeing people for who they really are, different, and...
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I want to help you,' I say to Juliet, though I know that I can't make her understand, not like this....
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And a face above mine, white and beautiful, eyes as large as the moon. You saved me. A hand o...
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Be honest: Are you surprised that I didn't realize sooner? Are you surprised that it took me so long...
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So are you going to be my knight in shining armor or what?'

Kent does a little bow. 'You ...
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I'm not with Rob," I say quickly. "Not anymore."
"You're not?" He's staring at me so intensely...
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That's the thing about best friends. That's what they do. They keep you from spinning off the edge.
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That's the way I feel, at least: like there's a real me and a reflection of me, and I have no way of...
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I've never really thought about it before, but it's a miracle how many kinds of light there are in t...
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And I guess that's when it starts to hit me: the whole point is, you do what you can.
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The last laugh, the last cup of coffee, the last sunset, the last time you jump through a sprinkler,...
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The butterflies are working their way up from my stomach into my head, making me feel dizzy, and I t...
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No one can tell us no. No one can make us stop. We have picked each other, and the rest of the world...
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For a second we just stand there in silence. Then, suddenly, Alex is back,
easy and smiling aga...
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The idea—the fact of it, the fact that he even noticed and thought about me for more than one seco...
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What does it feel like to be infected?"
"I-- I can't describe it." I force the words out. Can't...
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I’m used to a feeling of doubleness, of thinking one thing and having to do another, a constant tu...
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This is the past: It drifts, it gathers. If you are not careful, it will bury you.
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I wonder what Lena is doing now. I always wonder what Lena is doing. Rachel, too: both my girls, my ...
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The dagger pin is all I have left. It is comfort and pain, both, because it reminds me of all I’ve...
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This is how Tack and Raven work: It’s their private language of push and return, argument and conc...
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