I am choosing to flow with the current of life rather than lying in a tide pool experiencing the same things again and again.

Is it that I want to run away from what I have or do I want to run to somewhere or something else?

I believe home is where the heart can be open and loving with a sense of security. It must not be a place of fear.

I know I am planning to visit a "land" that is not entirely foreign, only foreign to me. As an adventurer, I am on a journey that I believe will last me my whole life. A new relationship, discovery, or awareness excites me.

The choice was a tactical change and I was the victim of it,

If you see a systemic problem and you see lack of change, then you are left with no other choice but to start filing a letter of investigation, notifying the facility that you're investigating a particular problem. And that leads to a potential enforcement action and I know that that's where they're at now. They're starting to fill out the paperwork getting into the next phase, because the carrier's not changing the way they're doing their business.