I deserved the shaking and the headaches and the fact that every single time I took a breath I felt a squeezing in my chest, my heart beating even though I wished it wasn't.

The thing is, that world doesn't exist. All growing up means is that your realize no one will come along to fix things. No one will come along to save you.

I want to care, but I don’t.
I look at you and all I feel is tired.

I didn't want it to be one good memory that led to a lot of bad ones. I wanted it to stay what it was, one amazing moment, something that was strong and sweet enough to stand on its own. Something I could remember without any pain.
- Kate

Someday you will smile at me And I will smile back at you, You’re going to thank me For loving you.

I want Those DAys Back!! WheN FEathers HAd ITs Role tO ScriBle THoSe WOrds OF love On a magiCal PArchment, RIbbons to biNd The FeelingS, anD A loVe BIrd to fLy AwAy And DispAtCh Your LOveR, The mEssage, "I miSs You!! "