I do my best thinking at night when everyone else is sleeping. No interruptions. No noise. I like the feeling of being awake when no one else is.

For a minute, I can feel it: the sense of peace as my mind goes quiet, like I'm already dead. I am weightless and free. Nothing and no one to fear, not even myself.

You are all the colours in one, at full brightness.

You come out of that with a feeling of relaxation and peace. That's very helpful.

I learned that there is good in this world, if you look hard enough for it. I learned that not everyone is disappointing including me, and that a 1,257 foot bump in the ground can feel higher than a bell tower if you're standing next to the right person.

You have been in every way all that anyone could be... If anybody could have saved me it would have been you.