I feel awful, like I was dehumanized.

I want out of that class.

I'm going to have to deal with him for two more nine weeks (school quarters) and he's going to want revenge somehow. I took the test. I'm shaking. I'm furious. I didn't know what to do.

For myself, it was awful. I just didn't feel like myself. I didn't feel like I did when I was in college.

Does that feel awful? Good, it's correct then.

These were people's lives. These were people's loved ones who he targeted, tortured, dehumanized and did everything he could in their last minutes of life to make them experience absolute total terror while he played God. And he's just in there in the courtroom describing it like -- as if you and I would be reading it out of a recipe book,