I feel that through my father's music I've found my own voice in my own playing.

I feel pretty confident in my own ability.

I feel like I'm in my own world: in the world but not a part of it.

I feel betrayed by own mother.

As for my own music, I've never written a book about it. I'm not pedagogical... When I write an abstract piano sonata or a concerto, I write what I feel. I'm not a self-conscious composer.

I feel like I'm in my own head a lot; it just feels amazing, but scary, weird and confusing.