I get naturally uncomfortable when I'm put under a magnifying glass.

Fame is a magnifying glass

I think we need the magnifying glass.

This is under such a big magnifying glass, and everything is heightened, ... There are other times that I've been hot but it's shoved under the table.

I was very camera shy. People like hot girls, so I put my music to hot girls and it just became a trend. The whole 'enigmatic artist' thing, I just ran with it. No one could find pictures of me.

The mind of a 19-year-old is very different from the mind of a 26-year-old. You grow. You get into better relationships. You experience more, meet more people, better people. But when you're in a dark hole at an earlier point in your life - you write about the mindset you're in at that moment.