I just started bawling. I knew I had a problem, and I couldn't admit it. I saw that 'SNL' after I did it. My arms were disgusting. I had no arms.

When I was younger, I started taking singing lessons and dance and acting. I just started acting first because that's how everything happened.

I have to admit, when I saw [Wallace] come out I knew he was going to give me a good challenge. I knew I had to step my game up, because Wallace stepped his game up. I knew it was going to be a good competition.

I was bawling, and I knew it was going to happen. It was the ultimate catharsis for everyone who has been touched by this disease.

When I got there, I was nervous,

I still need to go through the process of proving myself.