i just want to be honest about my feelings without destroying everything.

some people are so deep
you fall into them
and you never stop falling.

you giver of light.
you lover of love.

you beautiful
beautiful
human being
you.

love yourself first,
and you will always be in love.

i want so much to touch you
where my hands cannot.

every choice i have ever made after you existed
has been dependent on exactly
how close i can have you next to me
and how long i can get you to stay.