I like the idea of being alone. I like the idea of often being alone in all aspects of my life. I like to feel lonely. I like to need things.

I'm so accustomed to being alone.

I like working alone. I feel freer, less constrained. I know what I have to do and I try to do it. There are no superficial hangups.

So, this is how it's become? This is how I've become? A walking contradiction? I'm surrounded by people and feel alone. I claim to crave a bit of normalcy but now that I have some, it's like I don't know what to do with it, I don't know how to be a normal person anymore.

Never wanted it to be an imposition,
I am alone & will find my way alone.

Freedom of being alone is intoxicating.