I need to hear what I am doing in order to create the next note. If I don't hear it then I can't feed myself.

I play with feeling so I need to hear what is coming out of the amplifier to inspire me; I don't just play mechanically. I need to hear what I am doing in order to create the next note. If I don't hear it then I can't feed myself.

In the past, I have not been able to hear myself. I play with feeling so I need to hear what is coming out of the amplifier to inspire me; I don't just play mechanically.

I do not need to hear how I am judged by others. I know by myself if I can be satisfied or not with my work.

I do not need a trophy to tell myself that I am the best.

I am a mystery to myself.