I spent my life folded between the pages of books.
In the absence of human relationships I formed bonds with paper characters. I lived love and loss through stories threaded in history; I experienced adolescence by association. My world is one interwoven web of words, stringing limb to limb, bone to sinew, thoughts and images all together. I am a being comprised of letters, a character created by sentences, a figment of imagination formed through fiction.


Tahereh Mafi

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I don't know if I have a favorite color.
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It's all to do with the training: you can do a lot if you're properly trained.
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It is easy enough to define what the Commonwealth is not. Indeed this is quite a popular pastime.
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I have to be seen to be believed.
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I myself prefer my New Zealand eggs for breakfast.
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The British constitution has always been puzzling and always will be.
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To all those who have suffered as a consequence of our troubled past I extend my sincere thoughts an...
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Grief is the price we pay for love.
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I declare before you all that my whole life, whether it be long or short, shall be devoted to your s...
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Therefore I am sure that this, my Coronation, is not the symbol of a power and a splendor that are g...
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Madam President, speaking here in Dublin Castle it is impossible to ignore the weight of history, as...
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These wretched babies don't come until they are ready.
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Family is the most important thing in the world.
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As iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend.
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I don't mind a big fascinator. I think there is more scope for artwork in a fascinator rather th...
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I was always told from the hat-makers that you should have your hair up because it shows the hat mor...
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My dad's not a big talker.
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My dad can be pretty critical sometimes.
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I'd love to have kids, but not at the moment.
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You cannot make horses 'safe.'
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Virtually everything that gets printed about me is wrong anyway, so it doesn't really matter wha...
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It's stupid to say that I don't like being in the public eye, but I don't like doing stu...
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I'm an affectionate person.
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People still text me to say that there is something about me in the paper, and what really annoys me...
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Sometimes people will come up in the street and say: 'My daughter loves you, will you sign an au...
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Taking part in an Olympics on home ground is something you dream about.
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My brother and I have been able to get on and have been very lucky to do things with our family that...
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I don't think about the media.
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I love the sport and being competitive.
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I hate having my picture taken.
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Unfortunately in sport it's either good or bad. You've got to take the highs and the lows.
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My mother is massively into sailing, so we always had Musto clothes, and it went on from there, real...
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I think Facebook's dangerous. So many people I know get into trouble with Facebook... I'd ra...
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I'm not a princess anyway so I find that quite weird to be labelled as one.
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Smoking is hateful to the nose, harmful to the brain, and dangerous to the lungs.
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I am so anxious for you not to abdicate and I think the fact that you do is going to put me in the w...
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I hate this place. I shall hate it to my grave.
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I look a hundred and weigh 110 - you won't love me when you see the wreck England has made me.
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A woman's life can really be a succession of lives, each revolving around some emotionally compe...
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Never explain, never complain.
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You have no idea how hard it is to live out a great romance.
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I have always had the courage for the new things that life sometimes offers.
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For a gallant spirit there can never be defeat.
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Forgive me for not writing but this man is exhausting.
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You can never be too rich or too thin.
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A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.
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There is nothing new except what has been forgotten.
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I have seen all, I have heard all, I have forgotten all.
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I think change needs to be egoless. It's not about my leaving my fingerprints or a legacy. It...
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We are not interested in the possibilities of defeat. They do not exist.
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I can make a lord, but only God can make a gentleman.
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I speak Spanish to God, Italian to women, French to men, and German to my horse.
CHARLES V
I feel very, very lucky that George has got a little sister.
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It would be doing me great injustice to think that I have any feeling of indifference to my country;...
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I found Rome a city of bricks and left it a city of marble.
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A crown is merely a hat that lets the rain in.
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Nothing is more useless in developing a nation's economy than a gun, and nothing blocks the road...
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It is necessary to try to pass one's self always; this occupation ought to last as long as life.
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There's nothing like a jolly good disaster to get people to start doing something.
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We shouldn't judge people through the prism of our own stereotypes.
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I don't even know how to use a parking meter, let alone a phone box.
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What must it be like for a little boy to read that daddy never loved mummy?
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It's the kind of kiss that inspires stars to climb into the sky and light up the world.
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This planet is a broken bone that didn’t set right, a hundred pieces of crystal glued together. We...
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So that's it?" Kenji says. "You just like him for his personality, huh?"

"What?"
TAHEREH MAFI
Only an idiot would rely on the energy of a bean or a leaf to stay awake throughout the day.
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Kenji snorts.“That’s because you’re not fragile,” Kenji says. “If anything, everyone needs...
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I'm oxygen and he's dying to breathe.
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I can do anything I want.
Be with anyone I want.
And it'll be my choice.
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I am going to MURDER YOU—”
“No,” he says, pointing at me as he shifts backward again. �...
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Hey, um, I'm sorry to bother you, but I'm looking for a friend of mine," he says. "Have you seen her...
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I do know that I don't want to wake him.

We were up very late last night.
TAHEREH MAFI
Lift your hips for me, love.
TAHEREH MAFI
I touch the tip of my finger to his lips. "There are secrets in here," I say. "I want them out."
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His hands are holding my cheeks, and he pulls back just to look me in the eye and his chest is heavi...
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Words, I think, are such unpredictable creatures.
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Books are easily destroyed. But words will live as long as people can remember them.
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For so many years I lived in constant terror of myself. Doubt had married my fear and moved into my ...
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I feel like I’ve been split open and stuffed with sunshine.
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There will be a bird today. It will be white with streaks of gold like a crown atop its head. It wil...
TAHEREH MAFI
Please," he says. "I'm begging you to stop."

I still.

"I can't stomach your p...
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He's looking at the wall and at the floor and at the bedsheets and at the way his knuckles look when...
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Hate looks like everybody else until it smiles
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His lips soften into a smile that cracks apart my spine. He repeats my name like the word amuses him...
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So she told me a story. A story about a boy who was born with very green eyes, and the man who was s...
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Hey--jazz hands!" Kenji barks. "Get your ass back over here." He makes it a point to look as irritat...
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I’m not sure. But there’s something about the darkness, the stillness of this hour, I think, tha...
TAHEREH MAFI
On the darkest days you have to search for a spot of brightness, on the coldest days you have to see...
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Hope.

It's like a drop of honey, a field of tulips blooming in the springtime. It's a fre...
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I always wonder about raindrops.

I wonder about how they're always falling down, tripping...
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Loneliness is a strange sort of thing.
It creeps on you, quiet and still, sits by your side in ...
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I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with. The one you take into your arms and into y...
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Words are like seeds, I think, planted into our hearts at a tender age. They take root in us as we g...
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And he leans in, so carefully. Breathing
and not breathing and hearts beating
between us a...
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His smile is laced with dynamite. "Go to sleep"
"Go to hell."
He works his jaw. Walks to t...
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You’ve been on the edge of insanity your entire life, haven’t you? So many people called you cra...
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I'm wearing dead cotton on my limbs and a blush of roses on my face.
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Are you out of your goddamn mind? You think we can take on two hundred soldiers? I know I am an extr...
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He looks immaculate.
Flawless, especially as he stands here among the dirt and destruction, sur...
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I hear Warner laugh.
I see him smile.
It's the kind of smile that transforms him into some...
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Truth is a jealous, vicious mistress that never, ever sleeps.
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His eyes are two buckets of rainwater: deep, fresh, clear. Hurt.
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Why are you touching me?"

"Because I can.
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Every butterfly in the world has migrated to my stomach.
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Hope is a pocket of possibility.
I'm holding it in my hand.
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Raindrops are my only reminder that clouds have a heartbeat. That I have one, too.
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I've been screaming for years and no one has ever heard me.
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I didn't want the clothes or the perfect shoes or the expensive anything. I didn't want to be draped...
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My father couldn't warm my frozen hands.
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I peek up at his features, at the crooked grin i want to savor, at the color in his eyes i'd use to ...
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She could see all of Ferenwood from here: the rolling hills, the endless explosion of color cascadin...
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I like the way I feel about myself when I'm with him." I say quietly. "Warner thinks I'm strong and ...
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Good God, I have taken leave of my senses. I never thank Delalieu. I've likely given the poor man a ...
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I sigh. "I don't know what's happening to me."
"They're called hormones."

I shoot hi...
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I clench my fists and try not to scream and I tuck my friends in my heart and
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While a part of me wants to know, another part of me is too exhausted to ask.
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Do you never get exhausted being so wholly unbearable?
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Studies have shown that thinking and wondering lead to thoughtful decision-making. It's an epidemic.
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we write every day, we fight every day, we think and scheme and dream a little dream every day. manu...
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The tattoo is just setting below his hp bone.
H e l l i s e m p t y
a n d a l l t h e d ...
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And I do. I do wonder, I think about it all the time. What it would be like to kill myself. Because ...
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Nothing in this life will ever make sense to me but I can't help but try to collect the change and h...
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It's like there are a million screams caught inside of my chest but I have to keep them all in becau...
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I open the book and turn to the next page. Day three.

I started screaming today.
TAHEREH MAFI
You think that because I am unwanted, because I am neglected and-and discarded-" My voice inches hig...
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That this girl would know exactly how to shatter me.
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Of course I remember you." My voice is a strangled whisper. I squeeze my eyes shut. "You were the on...
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And if you insist on continuing to make assumptions about my character, I’ll advise you only this:...
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I allowed myself to believe she’d seen a future for us; that she wanted to be with me and simply t...
TAHEREH MAFI
He's wrong he's so he's so wrong he's more wrong than an upside-down rainbow.
TAHEREH MAFI
My words wear no parachutes as they fall out of my mouth.
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You sick piece of shit," Adam says to him, his voice low, measured.
"Such unfortunate language....
TAHEREH MAFI
She is a soft, deadly creature. Kind and timid and terrifying. She's completely out of control and h...
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This isn't about Adam or Warner," I tell him, "This is about me and what I want. This is about me fi...
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You deserve so much more than charity," he said, his chest heaving. "You deserve to live, You deserv...
TAHEREH MAFI
I am nothing more than the consequence of catastrophe.
TAHEREH MAFI
My life is four walls of missed opportunities poured in concrete molds.
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Find me a cure for these tears, I'd really like to exhale for the first time in my life.
TAHEREH MAFI
I have a curse.
I HAVE A GIFT.
I'm a monster.
I'M MORE THAN HUMAN.
My touch Is l...
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In just two days, one girl has managed to cripple me.
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Friendship is not a thing I have ever experienced. Not as a child, and not as I am now.
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Warner was supposed to be dead. Warner was supposed to be dead because I was supposed to have shot h...
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What difference does it make?" he says. "People can think whatever they like. I don't desire their v...
TAHEREH MAFI
My opinions,” I say to him, quietly this time, “should not so easily break your own. Stand by yo...
TAHEREH MAFI
You allow the world to think you're a heartless murderer," I tell him. "And you're not."

...
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You’re perfect,” I tell him, so overcome I forget myself. “All of you. Your entire body.
...
TAHEREH MAFI
This girl is destroying me.
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But he grins, so brilliantly, not even paying attention. “I love it when you say my name,” he sa...
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Watching her talk to someone else made me crazy. I was jealous. Ridiculous. I wanted her to know me;...
TAHEREH MAFI
Because I want her.
Now.
Here.
Everywhere.
I want nothing between us.
I wa...
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I loved making you mad," he says to me, his eyes wicked. "I love making you mad.
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I’ve come to believe that the most dangerous man in the world is the one who feels no remorse. The...
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Love is a heartless bastard
TAHEREH MAFI
I almost forget that she still hates me, despite how hard I've fallen for her.
And I've fallen....
TAHEREH MAFI
People seldom realize that they tell lies with their lips and truths with their eyes all the time.
TAHEREH MAFI
And I've fallen.

So hard.

I've hit the ground. Gone right through it. Never in...
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There is nothing to fear. Nothing to worry about. Grieve nothing in this transitory world," he says ...
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The small hand of a clock taps me at one and two, three and four, whispering hello, get up, stand up...
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I promise myself then, in that moment, that I will hold him forever, just like this, until all the p...
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Three forty-five-pound plates on each side of what Kenji told me is an Olympic bar, which weighs an ...
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In a world where there is so much to grieve and so little good to take? I grieve nothing. I take eve...
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I do want you," I say to him, my voice shaking. "I want you so much it scares me.
TAHEREH MAFI
I'm not trying to fix you; I don't think you need to be fixed. I'm not trying to turn you into someo...
TAHEREH MAFI
Have you ever been in love?" I ask, turning on my side to look at him. He stares up at the sky. Blin...
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You think Warner is sexy?"
...
"I do like his face.
TAHEREH MAFI
Can you hear my heart? I want to ask him.

I want you to make a list of all you...
TAHEREH MAFI
Water that never moves." I say to him. "Its fine for a little while. You can drink from it and it'll...
TAHEREH MAFI
Come back to life, love. I'll be here when you wake up.
TAHEREH MAFI
Don't do that," he says. "Don't ask me questions you already know the answers to. Twice I've laid my...
TAHEREH MAFI
It's not charity," I snap. "He cares about me--and I care about him!"

Warner nods, unimpr...
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Aaron Warner Anderson, chief commander and regent of Sector 45, son of the supreme commander of The ...
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And we are quotation marks, inverted and upside down, clinging to one another at the end of this lif...
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Why do you call her 'love'?" James asks. "I've heard you say that before, too. A lot. Are you in lov...
TAHEREH MAFI
Ignite, my love. Ignite.
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We're too different now. We want different things. And this?" I say nodding at our hands. "All this ...
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Hate looks just like everybody else until it smiles. Until it spins around and lies with lips and te...
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My mind is a warehouse of carefully organized human emotions.
I lock away the things that do no...
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They filled our world with weapons aimed at foreheads and smiled as they shot 16 candles right throu...
TAHEREH MAFI
I never thought it would get this bad. I never thought the Reestablishment would take things so far....
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Damn,” Kenji says after a moment. “Damn damn damn. This shit is bananas
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It's strange. How hollow i feel. Like there might be echoes inside of me. Like I'm one of those choc...
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Narrow-mindedness will only get you as far as Nowhere, and once you're there, you're lost forever.
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I love you, ” he says , his words harsh and soft all at once. “ I love you and it isn’t enough...
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I'm petrified. Because being this close to you is doing things to me. Strange things and irrational ...
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There is nothing to fear. Nothing to worry about. Grieve nothing in this transitionary world. It's t...
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Warner. A white bird with streaks of gold like a crown atop its head. A fair - skinned boy with gold...
TAHEREH MAFI
We are hours and minutes reaching for the same second, holding hands as we spin forward into new day...
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Juliette ? ” A tentative voice . “ Are you okay? ” I lower the pillow . Blink up . Warner is w...
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No gun, no sword, no army or king will ever be more powerful than a sentence. Swords may cut and kil...
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He’s kissing me like the world is rolling right off a cliff, like he’s trying to hang on and he�...
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His chest, heaving harder this time. His words, almost gasping this time. “You destroy me.”
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I want so many things,” he whispers. “I want your mind. Your strength. I want to be worth your t...
TAHEREH MAFI
I only know now that the scientists are wrong.

The world is flat.

I know becau...
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I grieve nothing. I take everything.
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We breathe when we're wrong, we breathe when we're right, we breathe even as we slip off the ledge t...
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I have to get out of this room as soon as possible, or my own thoughts will wage war against me.
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I imagine this is what it feels like to fall apart.
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Swallow the tears back often enough and they’ll start feeling like acid dripping down your throat....
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I’m happy to have her close even if it hurts, even if it doesn’t make any sense.
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If it were nothing but sexual attraction I’m sure I would not suffer such unbearable humiliation. ...
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I’ve fallen for her…So hard. I’ve hit the ground. Gone right through it. Never in my life have...
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I've never read anything that could speak directly to my bones.
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There was something about my face,she said, that she couldn't stand. Something about my eyes, the wa...
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That traitorous bastard. The idiot who thinks he's won himself a pretty girl. He has no idea who she...
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Kenji is a walking paradox of Unflinchingly Serious Person and 12-Year-Old Boy Going Through Puberty...
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I have an extremely low threshold for disorder; it offends my very being.
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I will give no one the satisfaction of my death.
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Sir, can you hear me?" Another cry. But this time, a voice I don't detest.
"Sire, please, can y...
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There’s something simmering inside of me. Something I’ve never dared to tap into, something I’...
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I want to be someone else somewhere else with something else to fill my mind.
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Sometimes I close my eyes and paint these walls a different color. I imagine I’m wearing warm sock...
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This girl is destroying me. A girl who has spent the last year in an insane asylum. A girl who would...
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She searches me with those odd, blue-green eyes and I feel guilty so suddenly, without understanding...
TAHEREH MAFI
Sometimes I wish I could step outside of myself for a while. I want to leave this worn body behind, ...
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Torture is not torture when there’s any hope of relief.
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These letters are all I have left.
26 friends to tell my stories to.
26 letters are all I ...
TAHEREH MAFI
Dude, you ran off with the crazy chick! You ran off with the psycho girl!" he's calling after Adam. ...
TAHEREH MAFI
Hope in this world bleeds out of the barrel of a gun.
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He whispers, "You have no idea how much I've thought about you. How many times I've dreamt"-he takes...
TAHEREH MAFI
I am a being comprised of letters, a character created by sentences, a figment of imagination formed...
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Adam stares at me so long I begin to blush. He tips my chin up so I meet his eyes. Blue blue blue bo...
TAHEREH MAFI
Girls are always talking about electricity in their romance, but none are too happy to actually be e...
TAHEREH MAFI
Killing time isn't as difficult as it sounds.

I can shoot a hundred numbers through the c...
TAHEREH MAFI
You can't touch me," I whisper. I'm lying, is what I don't tell him. He can touch me, is what I'll n...
TAHEREH MAFI
Someone picked up the sun and pinned it to the sky again, but every day it hangs a little lower than...
TAHEREH MAFI
I am nothing but novocaine. I am numb, a world of nothing, all feeling and emotion gone forever. TAHEREH MAFI My voice softens. 'How old are you?'
'I'll be eleven next year.'
I grin. 'So you're...
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Hope is hugging me, holding me in its arms, wiping away my tears and telling me that today and tomor...
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The man is moody as hell.”

“I am not moody—”

“Yeah, bro.” K...
TAHEREH MAFI
Time goes on even when we do not.
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I am suspended in the moment. Flickering images faded with age, frozen thoughts hovering precariousl...
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You can go to hell!"
"Just because I'm going to hell doesn't mean you'll ever deserve her.
TAHEREH MAFI
Please—please get up—and lower your voice—”
“Hell no.”
“Why no...
TAHEREH MAFI
Have you ever had a girlfriend, Kenji?"
"What?" He looks mortally offended. "Do I look l...
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Sticks and stones keep breaking my bones but these words, these words will kill me.
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Because something inside of my heart is ripping apart and it feels like fear, it tastes like panic a...
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Tell me what you want" he [Warner] says desperately. "Tell me what to do," he says, "and I'll do it.
TAHEREH MAFI
.. but you-with you-" Hefalters. Looks down. "How am I supposed to go back?" he asks, so quietly. "H...
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The truth," he says, "is a painful reminder of why I prefer to live among the lies.
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Twice.
Once for Adam.
Once for Warner.
TAHEREH MAFI
People can think whatever they like....I don't desire their validation.
TAHEREH MAFI
Hang tight
Hold on
Look up
Stay strong
Hang on
Hold tight
Look strong<...
TAHEREH MAFI
I would rather be dead, than go back to being silent and suffocated.
TAHEREH MAFI
All I know next are his arms, the desperate edge to his voice when he says my name, and I'm unraveli...
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You know, I can sort of control it now," I tell him, beaming. "I can moderate my strength levels." TAHEREH MAFI I'm not falling for Warner," I say quietly.
"Sure you aren't."
"I'm not," I insist. "I'm j...
TAHEREH MAFI
Because I was dying.
  And Warner could’ve let me die. He was angry and hurt and had ever...
TAHEREH MAFI
He and I would end up like water going nowhere. Water that never moves-- It's fine for a little whil...
TAHEREH MAFI
Back to work. And this time, focus. You’re not an ape. Don’t just throw your shit everywhere.
TAHEREH MAFI
It's incredible how someone can look so right and feel so wrong. Kent is a lucky bastard.
TAHEREH MAFI
So I take a deep breath.
Step forward.
Let go.

10 seconds and I'm trying to bre...
TAHEREH MAFI
At least I'm honest about being a liar
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I want to trust but it scares the skin off my bones.
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A handful of letters doesn't always make a word, love.
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You're naked?" Kenji is suddenly studying my sheet and not bothering to be subtle about it. I flush ...
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Juliette,” he says.

“Yes?”

I can hear him breathing.

“Thank...
TAHEREH MAFI