I still don't think it happened. It's a big shock even now. Going from the best shape of my life to not even being able to walk was really strange. It took forever to get used to, and it still hasn't even set in.

It's pure shock. I think everyone is still shocked. I can't even remember what happened. I can't tell you where the pitch was or anything. I just know it was cutting in and it vibrated when I hit it so I knew it was cutting in there hard.

Going back, and thinking about all that happened, it's hard to believe I came out the other side strong and healthy and still racing. I'm just happy to be racing.

I was really anemic. We still haven't figured out what happened, but as I started training harder and breathing more heavily and intensely, scar tissue started cutting my lungs and I started bleeding inside. I kept racing so it never healed. I have been working on with a breathing machine the past six months to strengthen my lungs.

I really can't believe it happened. It's a shock. It's surreal.

It was nothing major. I crashed on the descent, although it was weird crashing a mile before it happened. I wasn't too happy with that.