I think the little difference was that she made a few more mistakes than usual and starting playing better too late in the match,

Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting out in confused ways.

Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.

They're kind of finical here, I guess.

She started playing better in the second set, playing like she had nothing to lose, ... I had to stay in there and stick it out.

I didn't even, like, look at it. It was close. I was just going to do what the umpire said,