I wished I could spend the rest of my life... being slightly crushed by someone who loved me.

I wished she’d never stop squeezing me. I wished I could spend the rest of my life as a child, being slightly crushed by someone who loved me.

The love she felt was so hard that she had to squeeze him to her until her arms were tired.

While struggling with all the loss in her life, she mournfully thought, "If only I could forget..." But that would be too easy, wouldn't it? However, she did with most; she never got too close and she never stayed too long, but there she was...struggling with all the loss in her life.

Crying is part of the adventure

Rapid movement was a relief in the midst of so much feeling.