I would hate to be immortal forever.

Immortality doesn't fit with death,
as mortal doesn't fit with eternity.

Why would you want someone who is conflicted and doesn't know if they love you or not?

Actually I do support a charity, DefendersofWildLife.org. They help protect endangered species.

I have a wife, a son, and I've had some practical life experience.

By Googling myself, I'm not going to find anything I like.