I would wake up in the middle of the night thinking about it.

I don't know. We just weren't hustling. We were thinking we were ahead.

I stay up at night thinking about how to beat bad guys from getting our data, and making sure the people who access our data are who they say are.

I was up thinking about this last night and it just didn't sit well with me that we were going to just let this program go. It is too valuable to us as a community.

I'd be lying to myself if I said I wasn't thinking about a re-injury. Every night before I went to sleep, getting myself hurt would run through my mind at least 10 times before I actually went to sleep. It was running through my mind a lot.

All night I laid on that ground, in stitches, and watched buses passing. We'd get up thinking they were for us, but they just kept on going. In my condition, I couldn't even walk. Every minute I had to stop walking because the cut was burning.