I'm not really sure why. But... do you stop loving someone just because they betray you? I don't think so. That's what makes the betrayal hurt so much - pain, frustration, anger... and I still loved her. I still do.

So many things left unsaid, but I chose silence to avoid unnecessary pain.

George stared at the dove. What would she say if she could speak to him? What would she wish for, for her father? For she, too, had been harmed by a man who had meant to show his utmost love for her.
It made George wonder why love was suppose to be such a wonderful thing. As far as he could tell, love was just another excuse for causing pain.

I could use a punching bag and some painkillers right now.

Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love.

I could never hurt him enough to make his betrayal stop hurting. And it hurts, in every part of my body.