It was very hard to share it with anyone because I don't think anybody would have believed it anyway and it's also embarrassing and not very pleasant and not what you would like people to think about your daughter,

There have been times that I believed that. Yes,

I don't -- I don't think you could imagine what condition Monica has been in since that meeting, as you call it, in the hotel that night. So we did not have any discussions of any substance from that night to today.

Some people think wearing powder ages them, but try it anyway. For me it mattes my makeup and blends it well.

It's still hard for me to believe it too, but it's there. It was, anyway.

I always believed in myself. I guess the way to get there is to keep working hard and fight all the way.