It'd be stupid for me to sit here and say that there aren't kids who look up to me, but my responsibility is not to them. I'm not a baby sitter.

TV is not a baby sitter.

I was going to McDonald's and Taco Bell every day. The kids behind the counter knew me - it wouldn't even faze them. Or I'd sit up at Denny's or Big Boy and just eat by myself. It was sad. I got so heavy that people started to not recognize me.

I don't even know how to speak up for myself, because I don't really have a father who would give me the confidence or advice.

I don't think I ever thought of myself as Superman. But there were people who thought of me that way, and maybe I believed them a little.

I'm stupid, I'm ugly, I'm dumb, I smell. Did I mention I'm stupid?