Let go of the things you dont like, let go of trying to imagine your future with someone, let go of putting man before God. Read, Pray, find your inner liahona through the spirit by living righteous, seek guidance & fully immerse your heart into God's hands & he will guide you to feeling the love.. (in a present moment at a distant time).. you never would have imagined or felt on your own.. and you will know the truth of all things.