low income does not mean low expectations

I've suffered from low self-esteem.

The years I spent pining for her, trying to subtly convince her that I was the man she needed to be with was what made me realize that I was competing with every man she knew for one ultimate goal. Just like a sporting event where her affections are the prize. And just like in a contest with athletes, I was completely outmatched. An amateur playing a game with experienced professionals.

So many comics have such low self-esteem.

Every major life decision I made came from my pain, guilt and shame...even down to the man I chose for a husband.

Low self-esteem is like driving through life with your hand-brake on.