Many call it the 1000 yard stare and can't realize the pain when PTSD takes us there

PTSD will be the worlds greatest horror for those that survive an all out Nuclear War.

PTSD in its rawest form is a death sentence which causes many veterans and others to execute themselves in hope to be free.

I’m not flailing now, as my muscles are rigid with the tension of holding myself together. The pain over my heart returns, and from it I imagine tiny fissures spreading out into my body. Through my torso, down my arms and legs, over my face, leaving it crisscrossed with cracks. One good jolt … and I could shatter into strange, razor-sharp shards.

Have I gone mad like Anne and no one has the heart to tell me? I wish someone would tell me, I feel crazy enough though.

you'll never see my books on Vanity Fair I'm not the type of author they would want there