My fears and anxieties throughout my whole life have been slowly squeezing my voice.

I lost my sense of trust, honesty and compassion. I crashed down and became what I consider an emotional mess. I've never been so miserable in my whole life. I just wanted to go to bed and never get up.

Yes, you can lose somebody overnight, yes, your whole life can be turned upside down. Life is short. It can come and go like a feather in the wind.

I want to talk to people that have been through big disappointments, big emotional crises, deep life struggles, and I will learn something from that.

I couldn't even begin to tell you the fears [and] the anxieties I had. The only way I could cover it up was to laugh or eat.

Later in my life, I'm going to look back and smile and be very fulfilled. I know that if I don't give it my all right now I'll regret it later. That's very important to me, because I've worked all my life to have this.