My mum's advice is never to whine to my friends, so they never see the other side of me. I save all my problems for my mother.

I permed my hair 12 years ago, because I always wanted a perm, but my mother would never let me have one! I got a lot of stick, but I didn't care - I loved the curls. The growing out was the difficult part!

It's like you always have to put on a happy face, be the phony baloney, and I'm so not that. I never was that; I'll never be that. That is part of the business that I don't like. Maybe that will always keep me an outsider, I don't know. But that's fine.

I had a weird dream the other night that I was on 'Jersey Shore.'

There'll always be that prep in me that I can't seem to get rid of.

I was very troubled, yes. Me and my brother both - we were troubled and troublemakers.