Michael Grant quote: "No, I'm not a jerk, Astrid. You know what I am? I'm the guy getting people killed," Sam said quietly. Then, "My head is exploding from it. I can't get my brain around it. I can't do this. I can't be that guy, Astrid, I'm a kid..."

He’s a murdering chud,” Zil was yelling.
“What do you want to do? Lynch him?” Astrid de...
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Scared people did scary things sometimes,
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He didn't mind if she hated him. They were never going to be a cute romantic couple like Sam and Ast...
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Sam was slow getting up. To Quinn he looked like an old man standing up after slipping on the ice. B...
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Did you throw a rock at my brother?” Astrid yelled, fearless in her outrage. She dropped to her kn...
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[Caine]
"Interesting. Me, I've always wanted to know who my real parents were."
[Sam]
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Brianna dropped the skateboard in front of Sam. "Don't worry: I won't let you fall off."
"Yeah...
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Sam,” Astrid yelled. “Quick.”
Sam thought he was too far gone to respond, but he somehow ...
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Where was Sam?
It hit her full force then, the shocking realization. Was this how Sam felt? Was...
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Okay, look. I get it. You're one of those people who thinks they have to help screwed-up people. Or ...
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Sometimes I think He looks down and says, "Wow, look what those idiots are up to now. I guess I bett...
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So asking you to take a moonlit walk with me, that would totally not work?"
"What?" Again that ...
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No," Lana said, "I'm not going to heal your scratch."
"Good," Sanjit said.
"Good? Why good...
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You're staring," Lana said.
"Yes. I am. I'm a teenage boy. Beautiful girls in wet underwear hav...
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I like your boyfriend," Dahra said. "Not many guys volunteer to carry ten gallons of diarrhea and vo...
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No one vinces me, baby
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Caine met Diana's disbelieving gaze and laughed aloud.
"Why so gloomy? Doesn't every little gir...
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If God gives you a Quiznos, can I have a bite? No way. You have to pray for your own food.
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It's Sanjit. It's a Hindu name. It means 'invincible.'"
"That's great," Lana said.
"Invinc...
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Sam, that's a great concept. And maybe you believe it. But I'm black and I'm a lesbian, so let me te...
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They said a lot of things to each other that night, but nothing that involved words.
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Astrid had gone to look at the burn zone. Doing the right thing.
Kids had yelled at her. Demand...
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Too bad we don't have marshmallows. This is an amazing fire." Howard emerged through the smoke behin...
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He didn’t mind Drake so much. Drake was a creep.
It was the girl who made Orc want to cry. MICHAEL GRANT

Fear was about possibilities. Not things that happened. Things that might.
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Guilt was a fascinating thing: it seemed not to weaken over time. If anything it grew stronger as th...
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Sam’s probably out there somewhere being his usual heroic self,” Caine said. “I can’t let th...
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No, no, no, so not getting the point of fear. Because fear wasn't about what made sense. Fear was ab...
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Hey, thanks for stopping by," Howard said. "I'd offer you some tea and cookies, but all we have is b...
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Superpowers, don't always make you a superhero. - Duck
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Yeah. A feeling. Like the whole point of my life from the alleys in Bangkok to the yachts and privat...
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There’ll be guys who were in wars hearing what we did and thinking, ‘Whoa.’ You and me, we can...
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Why are we sneaking out in the night?” Jack repeated.
“I already explained,” Sam snapped....
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You let her get away?” Caine demanded, forgetting Sam for the moment.
“I didn’t let her g...
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About time,” Brianna said.
“Hey, sorry, we were kind of busy,” Quinn snapped. “And I di...
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Why do we have to do this in the middle of the night?” Taylor asked.
“Because we don’t wa...
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Yeah, let’s get John here. That way we can stall for a while longer. We can keep on doing nothing ...
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He was still furious at Quinn, but they were—literally—all in the same boat now.
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People are idiots, Choo. Always remember that: people are faithless, backstabbing, weak, creepy, stu...
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Cabeza de turco.
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He's one kind of person, you're another. When life is going along normally, you're sort of the same....
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The pain was her whole world now. Pain and fear.
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She placed her palm over his wound, pressing as hard as she dared.
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What’s happened so far? Coyotes evolved limited powers of speech. Worms developed teeth and became...
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I came up with myself. FAYZ. Spelled F-A-Y-Z. It stands for Fallout Alley Youth Zone. Fallout Alley,...
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He found a set of encyclopedias—like Wikipedia, but paper and very bulky.
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Man, don't ever be sorry you don't want to kill someone.
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The point is,” Caine continued, “you and I share something in common, Sam. We were born just thr...
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but I know you're the brightest shooting star in the sky - Astrid
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So many things I'm not, and so few things I am.
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You'll never have complete control, Caine. This world is changing all the time. Animals. People. Who...
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Ninth graders with machine guns: its hard to make that a happy story.
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Let me guess: you're secretly a wizard who was raised by muggles.
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welcome to the FAYZ. Wherever, whenever or whyever that is
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One minute the teacher was talking about the Civil War. And the next minute he was gone. There. Gone...
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It's not about who's got powers, morons. It's about who's not afraid. And who's going to do what has...
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I had a polynomial once. My doctor removed it.
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It's vital to keep a sense of humour when the world seems to have suddenly become a very strange pla...
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It couldn’t last. Everyone was just killing time. But if all they did was kill time, time would en...
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That's your solution? Have a cookie?' Astrid asked. 'No, my solution is to run down to the beach and...
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We didn't Make this World we're just the Poor Fools who are living in it.
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Welcome to Perdido beach, where our motto is: Radiation, what radiation?
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Astrid found the hem of his T-shirt and pulled it up over his head. She unbuckled his belt and shove...
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The food is ready,” Zil announced to loud cheers.
“But we have something more important to ...
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We’ve searched all of the homes and carried the food to Ralph’s,” Sam continued. “The proble...
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Diana can read power levels,” Astrid said. “Did she ever…”
Sam nodded. “She said the ...
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I’m mean? That’s the worst you can throw at me?”
“Mean and self-pitying. Does that make...
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It’s time,” Jack said.
“Breeze? Count the kids,” Sam said.
Brianna was back in twe...
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I don’t guess you can outrun an explosion, right?” Sam asked doubtfully.
Jack rolled his ey...
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The door exploded inward and a tangle of bug legs appeared.
“I can hold them, but I can’t k...
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The only crime, if any, that may have been committed in these circumstances is the perpetration of a...
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Tino really battled inside. He battled against [Joe] Reitz, which was a really good battle all night...
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We can't afford to give away games by not executing and not knocking down our free throws.
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With five minutes left in the game and it's a seven point game, we had our chances to get back into ...
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We didn't take care of the basketball and we didn't concentrate on knocking down our free throws. I ...
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The question I have is what alternative does either the county or the state have? ... Does anybody h...
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I think it's going to be fairly difficult.
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The Tao of Natural Breathing by Dennis Lewis is filled with drawings, insights and guidance from an ...
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An enormous failure of the system has clearly been exposed, but this system failure is associated wi...
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You look okay,” Sam said with a certain desperate edge in his voice. “I mean good. You look good...
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Where’s Sam?” Brianna asked.
“He’s out. So is Edilio,” Dekka said. “You going to te...
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He never should have left the island. He’d been there with Diana and Penny. He could have tossed P...
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Lunch had been at a McDonald’s in Santa Barbara. It had been so clean. It had smelled like food. I...
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Sam, I know you’re upset over what happened with you and Drake,” Astrid began.
“Upset?”...
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If you do bad stuff and don't repent, you go to hell," Orc said, like he was begging for a refutatio...
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What do you think that fish is?' Sam asked Astrid.
She peered closely at the alleged fish. 'I t...
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I want my mom,” a little boy cried out suddenly.
Every voice fell silent. The boy had said wh...
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Hi, Albert,” Quinn called back. He seemed distracted. And Albert was sure that he’d seen Quinn m...
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We’re here to execute a murderer,” Zil said, pointing at Hunter. “We are bringing justice in t...
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I’ll tell you all about it, but let’s eat first. I’ve had nothing to eat. Although I was offer...
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God knew our lives would be really bad sometimes. Like maybe we'd be turned into a monster and then ...
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More than two dozen kids lined a low railing around the gazebo. They were all tied to it by a rope l...
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We were disturbed the president moved too slowly, that FEMA looked too disorganized.
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How has he moved so quickly from childlike naïvité to existential panic?
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Drake's whip hand spun Diana like a top.
She cried out. That sound, her cry, pierced Caine like...
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Don’t want no more rock,” Orc repeated.
The bleeding stopped almost immediately.
“Do...
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Mr. Albert? Mr. Albert?” Harley said.
“Just Albert’s fine,” Albert said tersely.
�...
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The intruders spoke no words as they rushed in. Five boys carrying baseball bats and tire irons. The...
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Caine’s a guy who needs to win. He needs to win before he poofs. Or he needs to win before I poof....
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Lana leveled the gun at Penny. “Stop,” Lana said.
Penny’s reddened face grew pale. Whatev...
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You can't let him get away with this!" Penny shrieked.
Caine wasn’t having it. “You stupid...
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Penny rolled over, got to her feet, trying to get control of her scattered mind, but Quinn was behin...
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Hello, freak,” Drake said.
Lana backed away, but too late. Drake leveled his gun at her.
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Astrid and Taylor didn’t like each other much. But Taylor was an extremely valuable person to have...
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Sam, there comes a time when the world no longer needs heroes. And then the true hero knows to walk ...
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But when reality was hopeless, fantasy became more and more necessary.
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And yes, we do have some food. Maybe you'd like to join us? Unless you want to stick with your sheep...
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Hey, Sam,” Drake shouted. “I thought you’d like to know this isn’t my whole army.”
Sa...
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Why, so we can look for some little kid who probably doesn’t even know he’s missing?”
Aga...
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Sam, Edilio’s a good guy,” Albert said, breaking in on Sam’s gloomy thoughts. “But like I sa...
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You know what, Sam? We created the council to take pressure off of you. Because you were falling apa...
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Which was how Britteny ended up nestled next to Mickey, under the shelter of a painter's drop cloth....
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Sam sent me to give you a message, Edilio. He said, ‘Tell Edilio I couldn’t kill the bugs.’”...
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ot everyone liked Albert. Not everyone was happy that he had become the most important person around...
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Leslie-Ann set down her own bucket and watched, marveling, as a quarter of an inch of water covered ...
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Stay in your boats,” Dahra said. “We’re still going to need food. Throw your fish onto the doc...
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Brianna’s looking for Drake,” Edilio said, thinking out loud.
“You sent her out against D...
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Have either of you seen Sam? Brianna can’t find him.”
Albert sighed. “He’s out of town....
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Hey! One of Edilio’s soldiers just came staggering in from the gas station. He says someone attack...
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Albert, I don’t know how long we can keep Sam involved at all,” she said.
“You’re upset...
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Sam always felt like a fool in this room. He sat in a too-big chair at one end of the table. Astrid ...
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Albert had created a currency based on gold bullets and McDonald’s game pieces. He’d wanted to c...
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I’m trying to make a profit. I’m using batteries, toilet paper, and paper towels as currency. Ea...
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Hey, brah,” Quinn said.
“What is going on, do you know?” Sam asked.
“It’s a club...
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Sorry, folks, but the maximum occupancy is seventy-five,” Albert said. Then he spotted Jack. “Ja...
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I’m trying to help,” Albert said.
“By paying him with beer?”
“I paid him what he...
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What’s up, Albert?”
“Well, I’ve done inventory at Ralph’s, and I think if I had a lot...
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Um, people.”
It wasn’t hard to get their attention. They gathered around. Even the littlest...
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What happened?” Albert asked.
Taylor looked at Sam. Sam said nothing. He stared. First at his...
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Female say Pack Leader stop,” Pack Leader said angrily.
“What?” Caine could make no sense...
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The light of day showed you the limits of possibility. But walk through the dark, the absolute, tota...
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What’s Albert going to do?” a boy named Jim demanded. “Where’s Albert?”
Albert steppe...
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He pictured himself at the lake, on a houseboat. Dekka would be there, and Brianna and Jack. He woul...
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Hand me my pants,
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Hunter’s dead,” Taylor said without preamble. “It was these . . . these things. They came craw...
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She’s stronger than you are, Sam. It’s like fighting yourself and Caine and Jack and Dekka, all ...
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promise me, Sam: whatever it takes to win, whatever it takes to survive.”
“Astrid—”
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He overheard the director talking to one of the cameramen. The cameraman was explaining that he coul...
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There were dozens of theories about what it was, that dome. Every scientist in the world, it seemed,...
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He’s becoming useless. Worse than useless,” Sam said. Then, relenting, he said, “We’ll get p...
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Man, sometimes you are clueless. You don’t even see what’s happening.” He perched himself on t...
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Human Crew had been a group formed to defend the rights of normals against freaks. At least that was...
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You’re supposed to be the big boss.”
Sam said nothing. The crowd hushed, ready to watch thi...
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First there was Caine’s patently false “confession.” Then there was the fact that the FAYZ Leg...
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A man without pleasure is a man without any idea what life is about
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I’ve helped you when I could, Caine. I’ve done all of it. I kept you alive and changed your filt...
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Sam woke to a feeling of utter, profound, incredible relief.
He closed his eyes as soon as he o...
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We’re not going to give in. We’re going to fight.”
“Got that right,” a voice cried ou...
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Tell me something, Noah. Which is more important: freedom or happiness?'

What was this, a...
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And death is better because death is the end of fear, isnt it? -Dekka
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(...) But Gaia had absorbed the new information. "I won't need to kill billions, Diana. When Nemesis...
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Still Caine hesitated. A big, warm bed. A beautiful girl to share it with. Food. Water. Everything h...
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Brittney, it was wrong to murder even before Moses brought down the commandments. Right and wrong do...
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Beautiful songs could sometimes take a person out of themselves and carry them away to a place of ma...
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It's over, Sam. Finally."
"Yeah," he said. "I guess it is."
"Turn out the light, Sam."
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Hello, Darkness," Caine said.
Gaia's face fell. Her bloody, feral grin faded to be replaced by ...
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It takes me a while to figure things out, doesn't it?" Edilio grinned. "Do me a favor. When you find...
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Caine tried to roll to his feet, but something was jabbing him in the crouch. He shook off the stars...
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You're a big, lovable teddy bear.
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Come live with us, Diana. Don't argue. Just say yes."
Diana looked at the ground to hide her em...
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Say it. But..."
"But what?" he asked.
She whispered it, sounding too vulnerable. "But only...
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It took Caine a few beats to get it. “No. Go kill yourself. Eat your own gun. No. No no no.”
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Find Sam Temple. Tell him you escaped.”
Jack gulped and bobbed his head.
“Better yet, ...
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Has Orc shown up here?” But neither Caine nor Diana answered. Both were staring at Drake, who saun...
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My little man,” she said.
“No.”
She stretched out her hand to him. “Come.”
...
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You saw the way everyone looked at him? And when I asked for nominations, his was the first name men...
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Now, who else speaks for Perdido Beach?”
Bouncing Bette said, “Sam Temple here went into a ...
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A white van drove slowly—as slowly as only an inexperienced and frightened driver could go—
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Delay of pain: that was the meaning of life, wasn’t it?
“I’ve made some bad decisions,”...
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But then had come the voice that said, "Come on, you little freak, wherever the hell you are,
w...
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It’s not about the powers, man; it’s that we aren’t kids anymore. Look what we’ve been throu...
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Endgame,” Sam muttered, not really expecting Caine to hear.
“Yep,” Caine said. “That’...
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But hey this was the FAYZ, where all you could really hope was to delay the pain.
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And now, at last, gaiaphage and Nemesis stood facing each other.
“Why didn’t you just . . ....
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I’m sorry for hurting you. I know I did. I’m most likely dead now, and I guess if there’s any ...
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You need to think about all that, Sam,” Dekka said. “You’re the leader, after all.”
“...
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Do you love me?” Diana asked.
Caine’s eyes widened. She could actually see him twitch. Like...
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Hunter woke suddenly. A noise.
It was a noise unlike anything he’d ever heard before. Close! ...
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He reached over and took Taylor’s hand. She did not pull her hand away.
He moved his hand up ...
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Little Pete. He’s not exactly just Astrid’s autistic brother.” He explained briefly while Toto...
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Quinn came forward and Sam pulled him aside. His old friend looked tortured and sad.
“What’...
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Have a seat with me,” Caine said, hopping down from the wall. “How have you been, Taylor?”
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And he thought of the two people who had held his job before him: Sam and Astrid. Both beaten into d...
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Today, each of you will make a decision,” Caine said. “To go with Sam, or to stay here. I won’...
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He’s not the first to say that.
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Like a bullet out of a gun. His big paws had caught the dog before the dog could even flinch.
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Sam was starting to feel anxious. Nutella and noodles were fine. Great in fact. Miraculous. But he'd...
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The gaiaphage. That's the other word they use. 'Gaia,' as in world. 'Phage,' as in a worm or somethi...
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Mother Mary wants to draft two more kids,” Astrid told Sam.
“Okay. Approved.”
“Dah...
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First off,” he said, “I want to say I’m sorry about E.Z. He was a good kid. He didn’t deserv...
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Its the fate of all creators: They fall in love with their creations.
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Have you seen Sam?” Mary asked.
“What do you want with Sam?”
“I can’t take care ...
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Sam Temple kept a lower profile. He stuck to jeans and understated T-shirts, nothing that drew atten...
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Sam walked cautiously around Pack Leader to see the other side. There were the insect jaws protrudin...
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Astrid felt a towering wave of disgust. She was furious with Sam. Furious with Little Pete. Mad at t...
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At night we cry sometimes, and if you think that just applies to the females then you have never bee...
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The Tao of Natural Breathing by Dennis Lewis is filled with drawings, insights and guidance from an ...
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Why are we doing this?" Caine asked him. "You know damned well why we're doing this. Because it's a ...
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I’m getting my stuff,” he said, and bolted for the steps.
“You don’t have to move out,�...
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The warrior who had gone out from the lake to save his people by slaying the evil one was now just a...
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No, I'm not a jerk, Astrid. You know what I am? I'm the guy getting people killed," Sam said quietly. Then, "My head is exploding from it. I can't get my brain around it. I can't do this. I can't be that guy, Astrid, I'm a kid...

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No, I'm not a jerk, Astrid. You know what I am? I'm the guy getting people killed," Sam said quietly. Then, "My head is exploding from it. I can't get my brain around it. I can't do this. I can't be that guy, Astrid, I'm a kid...

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