No one ever says I CAN imagine losing two sons. They always say they CAN'T imagine losing two children.

It's a constant parameter of fear. The fear is that, if you can lose two [children], can you lose three ... or four?

If you're a dad, what kind of mark are you leaving on your children, especially your sons? Do you realize that your little boys are watching you like hawks? They're trying to figure out what maleness is all about, and you're their model.

Normally, it?s not healthy when a father tutors their own adult children. Sid?s sons all called me Uncle Dick. It?s easier to take something from an uncle than parents. On that basis, there was immediate trust because he knew there was no hidden agenda. He was a significant owner of the company and never felt threatened.

That was quite a thrill and not something I anticipated in the beginning, by any means. You walk in, you see the shirts, you see their pictures and you don't see them anymore.

It's hard for me to even go watch the game and know he's not out there.