One crying spell a day, & soon I will have gone insane.

I wish I could turn back the hands of time & fix my mistakes; I wish I could erase the pain and hurt my mistakes may have caused you & start over.

When you try to love someone, they tear out your heart & burn it once they have what they want. I've tried to love, and now I have trust in no one, and have scarring memories that I will never be able to rid myself of.

Your hands are mine to hold, Your lips mine to kiss, Your body mine to please, & You soul mine to mould with as one.

For me, this is old. I probably know what is happening better than he does because I've tried over and over to wreck myself on another human, and always failed. I fail now. For it seems that my sorrow is deep in my bones and I'd have to break every single one to let it out.

When you know you are going down, dying slowly and taken your whole family with you; that is what really scares me...