Other matches against her have been like this. I've led 5-1 or 5-2 and then let it slip away. Today I just tried to stay concentrated to the end and not get negative.

We had it in our grasp and we let it slip away.

You felt like you should have had a win. And then you let it slip away.

We had that one won. We let that one slip away.

Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.

Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting out in confused ways.