People think that when a war is over, everything goes back to normal. But in Kosovo, the security situation remains questionable for minorities.

When I first went to places where people were suffering from war and persecution, I felt ashamed of my feelings of sadness. I could see more possibilities in my life.

These people have received aid but they are very far out, and they are very concerned about the winter coming,

Because I am a bad girl, people always automatically think that I am a bad girl. Or that I carry a dark secret with me or that I'm obsessed with death. The truth is that I am probably the least morbid person one can meet. If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do.

I wish I could find people who just would fight me and break through to me and hold me down and scream their life into my face

I feel better when I have more weight on me. So it's when I'm not feeling like myself that people are telling me I look great. It's so strange. No matter what, somehow it's like I'm not enough.