Plus, I am paranoid by nature. I need to be in control.

I am the skeptic of skeptics.

I am a Westerner of Westerners!

I am insubordinate by nature. I can't help it.

I am a control freak. I want to do what I want to do.

I am a collaborator with everyone who agrees that I need to be in control. I happily collaborate with my loyalists.