Seeing death as the end of life is like seeing the horizon as the end of the ocean. -David Searls.

Seeing death as the end of life is like seeing the horizon as the end of the ocean.

Grief is an amputation, but hope is incurable haemophilia: you bleed and bleed and bleed.

Only Love Can Break Your HeartSummer, you’re unwelcome in my room,leave me be, overwhelmed by grief. Drunk on whiskey from The Pharaoh’s Tomb I’m weak as a pacifist, I’m eaten alive by jealousy, only god knows why. Just like only god knows why Alan said coming out is fab and brilllike falling in love.Summer, be gone! Alan’s gone. Family and friends are gone. Neil Young is right: Only love can break your heart.My heart is unmendable. I am forever in my room, heartbroken, and nobody is there, forever spending my days killing time until time kills me.

Last year we used to beat ourselves up when we got behind and it only made it worse. This year we keep playing until the very end.

We play the hands of cards life gives us. And the worst hands can make us the best players.