She's scared. She's upset. She's not wanting to leave my side and I don't blame her one bit.

I don't blame him wanting to go up,

If you've got that little gang of people sort of wanting to leave something on their tombstones that's a bit different than, 'I had a nice, well-paid career for 40 years' -- and I think that's what I see in Iowa. These guys are serious.

I was a little bit upset not to be named in the original squad,

Courtesie on one side only lasts not long.

I can't blame the drivers for making the move, and I can't blame the owners for being upset. Keep in mind, this ain't like the real world where you work somewhere and you can stay 40 years. Being able to see where you are going just a few years ahead is a pretty cool deal, and it doesn't happen too often in any sport, much less stock car racing.