Something is going on. We're going to find out exactly what it is that has my percentages not where they should be. ... Since I have a family history of kidney failure, these can be tests to save your life.

Then I look at myself: 'What are you not doing?' Take the positive out of everything, no matter what. I'm still staying focused, still helping us on the field. As long as I can take that positive out of that negative part of the season, I'm fine.

We'd need him then. But if we're not close, see ya in Spring Training.

He pitched good, not great. And if he doesn't give it up to Johnson, he pitches great.

It's been tough for me, ... It's one of those things I'm not too good with. Especially since I lean on him a lot for everything, and he hasn't been around, and that's definitely soured a lot of things.

You go to a bookstore, there's a million books, ... I found one that relates to me. It's not telling you what to do. It's more, 'If you want to do this, you might want to try these things.' If it helps, continue. If it doesn't, stroll through the pages and find something that will help you.